I’ve ever received is so breathtaking I cannot resist the urge to share it here, though it was originally posted on my beloved’s website. What you’re about to read comes straight from the heart of the most fascinating man I had the privilege to meet. And guess what? —- I’m gonna marry him :D
I must be the luckiest girl in the universe.
❤ ❤ ❤
"The events leading up to our perfect state of synchronized heartbeat still feel like a dream, a spurt of flickering sparks that might as well go down in history as destiny’s finest moment. There I was, sliding downwards through thick black clouds in a slow-motion motorcade, obsessed with ill-fated deductions, when I was suddenly struck by the sniper arrow of the unpredictable son of Venus and Mars. The accuracy of the shot was unprecedented and the amazement it caused was surpassed only by the enchanting surreal sensation of utter well-being that followed.
A renewed sense of purpose took complete control and instantly cured the indolence-induced narcolepsy of my enthusiasm. I could clearly see what needed to be done and with the sweet-scented mist full of mysteries to unveil, there existed no dragon horrifying enough to chase me away. Over the course of a weekend one could only describe as magical, I was mesmerized by the sound of your laughter against the meaningful chimes of Orff’s Gassenhauer, as your seductive fragrance of bergamot, iris and vanilla sent shivers of pleasure through every pore on my skin, acting like a natural power charger for my libido.
Through mutual showers of energy so strong and fresh that the word for it hasn’t been invented yet, you bestowed upon me your unique ability to simultaneously turn me on emotionally, intellectually and sexually. It is a feeling beyond any I have ever experienced before, additionally strengthened by the undeniable aura of togetherness that we project onto our surroundings, coupled with snippets of unbridled telepathy.
I am constantly blown away by the fact that the feelings of pure devotion that we have for each other effortlessly dwarf the love of unimaginable magnitude found in the most picturesque and imaginative fiction ever written. As your eyes of cornflower blue, those azure springs of endless inspiration, launch missiles of affection into mine, there’s no wish more gratifying than to be a partaker in your glory and see you succeed in your aspirations. Absorbing this dream-come-true, there’s no greater hope than to share every aspect of my life with you.
You are embroidered on my heart for all eternity and I am never letting you go.”
Watching people dance, fight and fuck (!!!) on the dancefloor till 5 AM —- that’s how I spent my Tuesday night. They call it carnival here, but it actually struck me as a bawdy attempt to get wasted asap while wearing trashy costumes. So of course I liked it! Besides, it was a perfect occasion for slipping into a slightly derp lolita ensemble that I dare not wear amidst sober crowds.
Note to self- apparently, dating a hot DJ entitles you to dance onstage and lobby for music you’d normally NEVER ever hear outside of your place.
some pics +++ part of my baby’s playlist »>
1. the killers vs. lou reed :: tranquilize 2. love and rockets :: mirror people 3. pixies:: hey 4. lemonheads :: confetti 5. sonic youth :: candle 6. smashing pumpkins :: here is no why 7. placebo :: allergic 8. muse :: bliss 9. white lies :: to lose my life 10. metric :: dead disco 11. teenagersintokyo :: end it tonight 12. the drums :: me and the moon 13. arcade fire :: modern man 14. interpol :: heinrich maneuver 15. the national :: abel 16. bloc party :: helicopters 17. pearl jam :: the fixer 18. radiohead :: the bends 19. the smiths :: hand in glove 20. the cure :: jumping someone else’s train 21. joy division :: transmission 22. blondie :: dreaming 23. the naked and famous :: all of this 24. metric :: monster hospital 25. placebo :: days before you came 26. editors :: munich 27. white lies :: strangers 28. interpol:: PDA 29. arctic monkey :: crying lightning 30. franz ferdinand :: jacqueline 31.bloc party :: like eating glass 32. arcade fire :: month of may 33. teenagersintokyo :: peter pan 34. best coast :: boyfriend 35. the naked and famous :: young blood 36. APTBS :: exploding head 37. the jesus and mary chain :: head on 38. radiohead :: just 39. the black belles :: what can i do? 40. siouxsie :: hong kong garden 41. the cure :: push 42. the house of love :: shine on 43. the smiths :: bigmouth strikes again 44. joy division :: disorder 45. melodrom :: counting days 46. depeche mode :: shake the disease 47. denis & denis :: program tvog kompjutera 48. ultravox :: the voice 49. killing joke :: love like blood 50. mgmt :: kids 51. light asylum :: dark allies 52. placebo :: drag 53. muse :: plug in baby 54. editors :: an end has a start 55. the national :: bloodbuzz ohio 56. colder :: wrong baby love 57. depeche mode :: in your room 58. pixies :: velouria 59. dum dum girls :: there’s a light that never goes out 60. the drums :: best friend 61. kings of leon :: sex on fire 62. arcade fire :: ready to start 63. the smiths :: sheila take a bow 64. grad :: ima li nešto 65. APTBS :: slipping away 66. metric :: stadium love 67. garbage :: androgyny 68. cardigans :: my favourite game 68. the naked and famous :: girls like you 69. placebo :: commercial for levi 70. blur :: end of a century 71. o’children :: dead disco dancer 72. white lies :: farewell to the fairground 73. franz ferdinand :: ulysses 74. editors :: all sparks 75. eels :: flyswatter 76. foo fighters :: everlong 77. pearl jam :: state of love and trust 78. bush :: machine head 79. bauhaus :: ziggy stardust 80. iggy pop :: china girl 81. the clash :: london calling 82. manic street preachers :: motorcycle emptiness 83. honeymoon stitch :: day of the lords